Altruism

At this particular moment I am convinced that altruism is stupidest reason for doing anything. Maybe it would work if there was some other idiot like yourself being altruistic about their relationship with you. However, since it's doubtful that this is the case, altruism is left as stated, stupid. Approach people altruistic and you can expect to be sucked so dry that there's nothing left. Maybe you think you can warn them when you're getting a little on the empty side and then they'll respond with admiration and feed you for a change. That's a pleasant little fiction. Reality says that people will be so busy sucking what they can out of you that they wont recognize your warnings of running low. They'll empty you out and be so disappointed when you don't have anything left to give that they'll drop you on the ground and move on for someone else.... ...All the while not really understanding why it is that you stopped letting them feed off of you. They wont see that you've been emptied. They simply recognized that you've stopped being able to produce whatever it is that they need for themselves.


It's a cynical day... dont worry about it.